Hugo and Alice – The Vicar of Dibley

The cluster F-Bomb. When Hugo tells the Vicar of Dibley, Geraldine Grainger, about when he told his father that he was in love with Alice Tinker, the town idiot.

Geraldine: So what did he say?
Hugo: Well, I can’t tell you what he actually said because, because you’re the vicar. But let’s say a certain word is represented by another word that, that sounds a little like that word, like, uh… like… “duck,” for instance. He asked me what the duck I was playing at. He said he didn’t give a flying duck if I ducking loved Alice ducking Tinker, and if I ducking kissed her again, he’d make sure that I was well and truly ducked.
Geraldine: Well, duck me.

Live, Attenuated Vaccines

Mechanism of DNA Depurination by Carcinogens in Relation to Cancer Initiation


Effects of chloroquine on viral infections: an old drug against today’s diseases


Understanding How Vaccines Work


Click to access vacsafe-understand-color-office.pdf


Delingpole: Chloroquine Known as Effective Against Coronavirus Since 2005


Fauci Approved HCQ 15 Years Ago

What To Do With Anger

I recently saw a post describing having “anger to the core” and how to deal with it “beyond Christ”.

I would first have to ask what does one mean by “beyond Christ”. We can go down the rabbit hole here on numerous trails of discussion, so for time’s sake, let’s assume “beyond” means that this person understands spiritual relationships and in that aspect, the answer of “Christ” is not working, or not good enough. Obviously experiences with pain and anger take us on a learning quest typically ending up with the individual changing in a positive way, no matter the time it takes to get there. You might call this progress, enlightenment or ascension.

The Christ is in us; no matter what or who you think “Christ” might be. It is both literal and spiritual. Almost all Holy scriptures talk about this christ being in us. We cannot escape it; it is the essence of our goodness, or morality one might call it. Religion and dogma have confused us into thinking we are separate from it, or there are two parts to us humans, and make us feel as though we are missing some aspect of “being good”. Much like a water droplet say, in the air, scattered by force, etc., can be and is separate from a lake, river or stream, it is still a part of water and will always be and can and will return to the source, so we are, to God.

Without a doubt, meditation and or prayer, eating the *best available* (don’t guilt yourself if you aren’t perfect!) foods, and treating ourselves in goodness, rightness and kindness is the only path to knowledge, wisdom and understanding. Wisdom and in turn understanding, is the key to finding joy, which I personally believe is the opposite of anger.

Maybe then, “anger” is not the correct emotion. I think we all knee jerk and choose the easiest feelings we can grasp onto to quickly to put off healing. It’s a classic fight or flight move me all make. Survival is the first step in any situation and that’s ok. And many times, we are truly angry but that’s not the underlying issue. The why causes the anger. I would encourage one to then ask, why am I angry? I have done this numerous times and find that in fact I am not angry but something else, or that it’s that something else that’s caused me to become angry. Once I find that I can begin to heal those hidden issues that most of the time I never knew I had.

To Mask or Not To Mask

  • I wanted to have a way to easily access the “other side” of the facts on what masks are really about. I guess it really is “who you believe” and “your opinion” as opposed to facts and proof because it looks like both sides has it. It just looks like one side has more innate sense all around beyond status quo, on the logic behind not wearing a mask.


  • Highlights from the below PDF source:

-prolonged close contact would be required for transmission to occur

-we know that wearing a mask outside health care facilities offers little if any protection, ….the chance of catching Covid-19 from a passing interaction in a public space is therefore minimal.

-airborne coronavirus particle (<0.125 micron) will pass directly through a N95 face mask.

-not statistically significant, no significant difference, and whether one type is superior to another.

-further affect the function of mucosa

-questionable benefits arguably do not justify health-care staff wearing surgical masks.

  • This one’s my favorite:

“In that sense, wearing a mask is a “superstitious behavior”: if someone wore a mask when coronavirus or another viral illness was spreading and did not get sick, they may credit the mask for keeping them safe and keep wearing it.”

“Coronavirus are <0.125 microns in size. Masks and respirators filter particles 0.30 to 0.80 microns in size. Masks cannot possibly work.”

“There are NO randomized, controlled trials (RCT) with verified outcomes that show a benefit to healthcare workers or community members for wearing a mask or a respirator.” :

Masks don’t protect – Dr. Sherri Tenpenny, DO, AOBNMM, ABIHM


  • “They” need to tell everyone cloth masks don’t work. 97% of cloth masks admitted viral particles.

“Main outcome measure: Clinical respiratory illness (CRI), influenza-like illness (ILI) and laboratory-confirmed respiratory virus infection.”

“Conclusions: This study is the first RCT of cloth masks, and the results caution against the use of cloth masks. This is an important finding to inform occupational health and safety. Moisture retention, reuse of cloth masks and poor filtration may result in increased risk of infection. Further research is needed to inform the widespread use of cloth masks globally. However, as a precautionary measure, cloth masks should not be recommended for HCWs, particularly in high-risk situations, and guidelines need to be updated.” :


  • Surgeon general please make it clear, yes or no and why yes?



yes because it gives us more freedom…  Hummm…




  • The Fauci Video is older from the beginning of all of this, but he still asserts the same arguments as all of these findings listed here,  as far as how well masks work in any situation, who, where and why you’d use them or not use them.


  • Links to all sources on the above PDF and more with their own sources as well:

“No One Has Died From Coronavirus”

Masks Don’t Work: A Review of Science Relevant to COVID-19 Social Policy

A study on infectivity of asymptomatic SARS-CoV-2 carriers

Absence of Apparent Transmission of SARS-CoV-2 from Two Stylists After Exposure

Masks-for-all for COVID-19 not based on sound data

COVID19 PCR Tests are Scientifically Meaningless

COVID-19 and face masks: To wear or not to wear?

Nonverbal Communication in Psychotherapy

Universal Masking in Hospitals in the Covid-19 Era

The Cult of the Mask

Public Health Experts Keep Changing Their Guidance on Whether or Not to Wear Face Masks for Coronavirus

Chronic hypoxia-hypercapnia influences cognitive function: a possible new model of cognitive dysfunction in chronic obstructive pulmonary disease

Preliminary report on surgical mask induced deoxygenation during major surgery

Clarification of OSHA’s requirement for breathing air to have at least 19.5 percent oxygen content.

Why you shouldn’t wear a face mask if you’re healthy (video)

Evaluating the efficacy of cloth face masks in reducing particulate matter exposure

Simple Respiratory Protection—Evaluation of the Filtration Performance of Cloth Masks

A cluster randomised trial of cloth masks compared with medical masks in healthcare workers

Do face masks protect against COVID‐19?

Use of surgical face masks to reduce the incidence of the common cold among health care workers in Japan: a randomized controlled trial

Effectiveness of N95 respirators versus surgical masks in protecting health care workers from acute respiratory infection: a systematic review and meta-analysis

Face masks to prevent transmission of influenza virus: a systematic review

Effects of long-duration wearing of N95 respirator and surgical facemask: a pilot study

Masks for Prevention of Respiratory Virus Infections, Including SARS-CoV-2, in Health Care and Community Settings

Effectiveness of Masks and Respirators Against Respiratory Infections in Healthcare Workers: A Systematic Review and Meta-Analysis

N95 Respirators vs Medical Masks for Preventing Influenza Among Health Care Personnel: A Randomized Clinical Trial

Marxism to Every Knee Will Bow

I’ve always wondered how “every knee will bow and every tongue confess”… from Romans 14:11 in the new testament bible.

One of my closest family member’s who are highly spiritually “woke” said THEY don’t even want this human trafficking to be true because it’s SO bad. It would mean that this world is so much worse than we thought. In response I said, I totally understand that BUT it’s the only way for people to change, even REALLY REALLY GOOD people. Even people who do believe in god/good [try follow me here] so so many people now days are just roses about “being saved”, “jesus saves”, they’re so positive “in the spirit”, that they have even themselves convinced that there is no EVIL… that “god made this world so how can it be evil, look around”. Good always wins. Yes, but that doesn’t mean there is no battle. We accept SO MUCH and tolerate SO MUCH negativity, that the evil is taking over and we don’t even know it and can’t recognize it. Not only can science not exist in “gray” only, there are two poles, neither can spirituality. Nothing can exist without the two poles. Good and Evil.

The way I see it is the real issue is that spirituality is GONE… even with the majority who claim to be spiritual. I mean understand, it’s more like people don’t believe in ANYTHING. It’s “put-off” for thinking at another time in life, later or never; just live in the moment. “Believers” don’t even believe, deep down. They hope, yes that’s a great virtue, but when pressured, hope can get silenced, gaslighted, and extinguished. All of this is so far past “how can god let this happen” (because that knee-jerk reaction will arise but won’t hold), if all of this is true, it’s like the Joan Osborn/Prince song “What if God Was One of Us?”:

“Would you want to see, if seeing meant that you would have to believe?”

It will FORCE people to not only DEAL with there being a god/good but FORCE people to DEAL with there also being true evil/devil. I think thats the key. It balances and combines nature in the process as well, the good/evil, yin/yang, black/white, positive/negative, dark/light, plus/minus forces we all deal with everyday and ACCEPT. We just put it off for another time. It will force the holy scripture: “every knee will bow and every tongue confess”.

Except for those cabal/elite or what ever you want to label the powers that are running this theater…which really is a small amount of people compared to the total population of the world.

Reminds me of another quote from Alan Moore who wrote V for Vendetta: “God is in the rain”.

In the terror I find peace with it.

Let’s continue to break this DREAM-SPELL.

The New Cult or The New Religion of Socialism and Communism

“The endless apologies are central to cults. What they do is have “struggle sessions” in which they tell you that you’re not a loyal member, and everyone turns against you, tearing you down and threatening to excommunicate you. So you grovel for forgiveness. Note that the cookie-cutter apologies always include promises to “reflect”, “learn” and “do better”. – Thomas Wictor

I was raised in “the church”. I won’t get into which one because I don’t believe it’s relevant in this discussion. I have moved around a few different denominations, many of which say they aren’t denominations, but part of the whole and/or the “right ones” claiming as close to identical as that of the New Testament church. After a life change, I found myself without a “church family”; then completely taking a break distraught that there was no place to go that I felt comfortable or compelled to pursue. I found more truth in solace than the 35 years in a religious setting. After stumbling onto research into cults by accident, I realized that most, (and I say that loosely, not to offend anyone as I believe religion and/or church is good for people -again, a topic for another time), but most organized religions do in fact use the same brainwashing tactics and do in fact fit the description of “cult”, knowingly or unknowingly.

I have now been roped into it first-hand as I have been told that I need to change, that I don’t understand and that it is inherent. I honestly have reflected and do not even understand what is asked of me and why. What’s worse is, I actually have an argument in the game as I am Native American by blood; enough that I could “benefit” from it. Because of the “rules”, I cannot be recognized. My grandfather was a “bastard” (another word that doesn’t fit in the new cult narrative) and given away, although my biological family knows who we are now and DNA proves the connection. It becomes a sick, twisted and confusing issue all around.

I have no words but grief.

Clouds Behind the Setting Sun?

01 JULY 2020

I have been watching the sun more and more these days but especially this week as we had the Saharan Dust come in and the sunsets have been amazing. I love watching it go “through” clouds. I have a solar lens on my Orion EON triplet telescope that allows me to not only see up close but directly at the sun right out my west side porch door.

I have also been watching for rain as I am a gardner and love to be outside tending to my plants. I am always outside right around sunset to put up animals on my small farm. This day I was able to photograph with my iPhone, the photos below. The purple clouds were gathering far in the west and as the sun was moving down it appeared to pass in front of those far distant dark purple clouds, then moving through and behind the straggling thin-layer clouds and then as it went out of site, you can see that it appears again, to have moved in front of the distant purple clouds.

I am a novice when it comes to video or photo editing. I have no capabilities of editing in a way that I would be able to fake these photographs. I have only ever used your basic iPhone or iMac editor but only to enhance color, no cutting or anything-I honestly don’t even know what tools one might use to edit for “faking” photos.

You decide.

Knowledge Beyond Comprehension

The unprepared and unfit could not rise to the challenge of thinking. A man cannot use wisely, a knowledge which is beyond his comprehension. What he cannot use, he abuses. What he cannot understand, he mis-understands. The result is a general collapse of the esoteric tradition. From this, the world has not yet recovered.

-manley p. hall ⊕